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Our definition of what we call "reality" is created by our minds based on several factors that all affect one another. We tend to imagine that what we experience through our senses is "reality." In fact, what we think about our sensory input controls not only our interpretation of our senses, but what perceptions are allowed to make an impression at all. Our minds are excellent editors, and they have been trained in this way by the constant cues we receive from other people in our environment. The urge to conform to social patterns is an overwhelming one. Human beings have proven themselves capable of adapting not only to the social structure of thousands of incredibly varied cultures. but also to the structures of non-human societies. From the moment we are born, we respond to countless visual, verbal, emotional and even psychic cues, which teach us how to build our inner models of the world. This web of social reinforcement is so addictive that most people experience great anxiety when they are separated from it - isolation, with no other uncomfortable conditions, is recognized as a source of extreme stress. In the absence of actual people, individuals in our society often rely on the constant reinforcement of television or radio. The instant that societal cues are removed, our grasp of consensual reality begins to decay. Witches, shamans and other kinds of magick workers oftenlived on the fringes of their society, and therefore always occupied a frame of reference that was more or less different from that of their community. At the extreme, such a person may have acted in bizarre ways, responding to perceptions that were invisible to other people. In other cases, the magick worker was able to effectively live in both worlds, acting as a translator or conduit. But in order to maintain this position she had to stay semi-isolated. This is often true for Witches and Pagans today. Many of us grew up more or less isolated from our social peer group, and our personal reality includes many concepts that we easily forget are not shared by those around us. The training of a magick worker, now as in the past, involves the restructuring of his or her experience of reality more than it does the imparting of specific skills. We cannot learn to travel on the astral plane until the astral plane is included in our definition of reality. In order to accomplish this restructuring, a certain degree of detachment from society is needed. Serious students of magick may withdraw from old friends and begin spending far more time alone than they once did. But living apart from society, and, hence, in a slightly different reality, is not the same as applying isolation as a specific magickal tool. When we choose to isolate ourselves from other people and turn away from the cushion of human society in a concentrated, controlled way, we are thrown into confrontation with ourselves. By deliberately separating from the consensual web for an extended period (closing our door, turning off the television, walking into the woods), we open ourselves to a profound - and possibly permanent - change. Cutoff from the unending stream of external cues, the mind begins to rely upon its own perceptions to fill in the growing cracks. We find ourselves seeking more and more perceptual material, and doorways that we were taught to close long ago slowly creak open. In the light that spills out of them, we may encounter the voices of our spirit guides or the nightmares of our childhoods. Sifting and responding to these new perceptions can be a challenge, but that challenge is also the essence of magickal work. The sources of knowledge, information and power that can be opened to us in isolation are not easily closed again. Modern Pagans who have participated in short (one day) vision quests can speak for the potency of this technique. A seeker who embarks on a vision quest leaves behind not just people, but books, radio, television, familiar settings, and companion animals to strike out into the unknown. As soon as the seeker sets off into the woods, she becomes aware that her mind is spinning with greater and greater speed as it attempts to maintain its grasp on the reality structure. The vision quester is plagued by a torrent of trivial thoughts - issues at her job, things that need to be done when she gets home, interpersonal problems, fretfulness and boredom. As the quest lengthens, these thoughts slow down and weaken. Now the edges of the consensual structure grow ragged. The quester feels that everything appears strange: colors are not quite right, sounds are too high or too low. She sees shapes dart by her peripheral vision, hears voices speaking words she almost, but not quite, understands, smells unexplained odors, has impulses to do odd things. The process of detaching from the reinforcement of others and opening to an internally-directed reality has begun. This process can be a frightening one. Panic is the greatest danger faced by those in isolated situations, which is why vision quests should be done with a group, facilitator or partner. who can keep an eye on what is going on from a distance. Some solitary sailors and explorers die as a result of panic or self-destructive, irrational actions. But when a magick worker uses isolation deliberately as a tool, she can alleviate the negative effects by consciously opening herself to the possibilities of a radically new outlook. Instead of struggling to maintain consensual reality, the isolated magick worker embraces the opportunity to cast away old barriers to perception and allows herself to enter a world she had been censoring from her mind. Instead of finding herself alone, she may recognize an entire community of new companions, friends, challengers and allies who have been with her all along. In isolation, the magick worker slowly ceases to limit herself by external directives of "what should be" and becomes able to absorb what is. Like all the methods of the Eightfold Path, isolation is best used with care, thought and clear intent. We may sometimes envy the stories of mystics or shamans who pushed themselves far past normal limits and experienced ecstatic states or stunning visions of other worlds. At the same time, few of us can abandon ourselves so completely to our magickal work that we can afford to release all vestiges of consensual reality and cast off every line holding us to the common landscape. As a controlled magickal tool, isolation can be used to help us reach beyond our boundaries without forcing us to leap irrevocably off the edge of the world. As we open ourselves further, we may indeed encounter transfiguring visions and unimaginable joy. Like the shaman who returns with a vision for his people, the mystic whose revelations inspire faith, the Witch whose solitary studies bring healing to her village, we too may retreat into isolation to enrich ourselves and our community. The role models that inspire our imagination are drawn from every part of our past and reflect our intrinsic understanding of the degree to which our perception of reality is defined and limited by others. Magick is a process of pushing the boundaries of the possible in order to effect change in our inner selves and the outer world. In the stillness of a quiet room, in the complex loneliness of wild places, in the darkness of long nights, we can find the inner power to make that change. |
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INANNA ARTHEN is a longstanding member of The EarthSpirit Community and a frequent contributor to FireHeart. |
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